Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Classy Girls: Daddy Issues and what God has to say about them.

Hey Classy Girls! I hope everyone has been doing well. I myself have not been. Today was a hard day for me, as I dealt with some daddy issues that have been brewing in my system for quite some time. Let me tell you the story really quick. Well, about two years ago, my parents split up. My dad moved to Tennessee, and my mom stayed here. My dad suddenly stopped calling, texting, writing me all of a sudden, and while he hasn't always been the greatest dad in the entire world, I looked forward to hearing from him because I missed him. Fast forward to a couple of days ago, when I got a letter saying he had a brand new family who loved him and adored him--including a brand new stepdaughter named Keely. Now, I've always been a daddy's girl. Like I said, he's never really been the dad I needed him too, but he's mine. And I've always cherished that. However, when he didn't make the effort to save his marriage and the relationship with his children I started to hate him. It felt like I wasn't really important enough to him. And truth: I wasn't. Today, it really got to me. I'm not sure why, but I suddenly felt like I wasn't important enough for anything or anyone. I quickly called up the classiest girl I knew (mommy) and asked her to come home from what she was doing and talk. And while she kept asking me what was wrong, I couldn't find the heart to tell her: Until she made a remark that she saw I got a letter from dad that didn't make me so happy. So I told her. And now here I am writing about my shitty day. Anywho, I got a lot of advice from everyone today, and especially my God. My God is a good man who is jealous and angry God. He loves me for who I am, and even though I don't have an earthly daddy, I have a heavenly daddy. And He's got a love bigger than any human could ever give to me. (Thanks to the other classiest lady I know, period fairy blogger, Jessie Prately--SOON TO BE MULLINS! :) ) Classy girls, God loves you. He knows what you want to do with your life and he wants to be the most supportive, amazing, wonderful and loving father--only if you let him. And let me tell you, it's very classy to let God be your dad. ;) Believe me I've been there. That's all I have to write today. Check out our Twitter, @classygirlsblog <3 Keep it classy.

2 comments:

  1. :) I always enjoy reading these. I think this is one of your best! Love you!

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  2. :) I always enjoy reading these. I think this is one of your best! Love you!

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